Date: Jun 4, 2019 Source: The Daily Star Every night, jail is home for leading Egyptian dissident Farid Farid| Agence France Presse CAIRO: The days and nights of Alaa Abdel-Fattah, Egypt’s leading dissident, follow a disorienting rhythm where he is freed every morning from a filthy police cell and then jailed again at sunset. It is a harrowing routine that forces Abdel Fattah, 37, to measure out his life in one-hour increments for the next five years as he copes with a draconian probation period after being released from full-time prison in March. “There isn’t a moment throughout the day when probation does not consume me or I think of it,” he told AFP in his first interview with international media since his release. After serving his five-year term for demonstrating against a restrictive 2013 protest law, he now has to turn himself in to a police station near his home at 6 p.m. every evening and stay overnight in a cell there until 6 a.m. In the mornings, Abdel Fattah spends time with his son Khaled and drops him off for swimming lessons or kindergarten. The computer programmer and blogger then tries to carve out a chunk of time to work on his coding projects. In between his errands and work commitments, he meets his lawyers and friends, files complaints about his treatment and then around 4 p.m. he starts planning how to head back home as traffic chokes the city. “I try to have little tasks for myself every day so I can have a sense of achievement,” Abdel-Fattah said. “Even basic biological functions, I have to think of because there isn’t a clean toilet when I’m there overnight.” His split reality, a free man by day and a prisoner in solitary confinement by night, has already taken its toll. “There’s a deep level of insult that I’m cooperating with the state in the destruction of my life everyday ... which puts such immense psychological pressure on someone.” ‘Closed off’Abdel-Fattah’s disjointed life has also affected his family who worry for his safety in the police station with no communication once he is inside. He is not allowed any mobile phones or laptops overnight. Abdel-Fattah’s sister Mona Seif, also a human rights advocate, said she still cannot process how her brother is imprisoned daily. She said she is determined to keep advocating against the unfair probation conditions for him and others. “It’s such a disconcerting feeling to see your brother locked up every day ... He is only 10 minutes away from home,” she told AFP. His mother Laila Soueif, herself a prominent rights activist on Egypt’s political scene for decades, has criticised the application of an arcane law dating back to 1945 stipulating probation conditions. She recounts the struggle it took just to get permission for her son to share the iftar meal with his family that break the daytime fast during the Muslim holy month of Ramadan. The cherished daily ritual fell after his evening deadline and at first he was forced to be in his cell. In protest Soueif with family and friends in early May began holding the meal every sunset outside the police station. Authorities eventually allowed him to spend iftar with his family after many people voiced their feelings on social media that he was being deliberately targeted unlike others under probation. ‘Rendered invisible’Dubbed “the icon of the revolution” that unseated longtime autocrat Hosni Mubarak in 2011, Abdel-Fattah still speaks out on his social media accounts about political repression in Egypt. He argues for others also forced to spend their nights in jail, such as award-winning photojournalist Mahmoud Abu-Zeid, known as Shawkan. Abdel-Fattah said national security officers had threatened him twice to stop talking about his probation publicly or else he would be sent back to jail indefinitely. In the last decade, he has garnered the dubious honor of being jailed under Mubarak, his Islamist successor Mohammad Morsi and current President Abdel-Fattah al-Sisi. But, politics is far from his mind as he tries to rebuild a semblance of normal life despite the hectic pace of the capital Cairo. “I now have no role to play politically in public life ... that for them is not enough,” Abdel-Fattah said. “They want me to be so oppressed that I am rendered invisible ... I really don’t see an end to this ordeal.”